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Willfully Human

by The Last City

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1.
Purple Haze 03:26
Tomorrow feels so evergreen A racing heart at seventeen I'm done with holding back They say that love will find a way Well baby you're my bullet train I'm never looking back Even if it's a lie, can it be true to me I can't deny what a half-truth might do to me In the right light, on the right night I just need to know Can you find me in this purple haze Am I worthy of your scarlet embrace I’ll undress my secrets next to yours Girl I just have to know What love has in store In this purple haze I used to want it crystal clear Just had to know what brought you here Now I'm just glad you are Even if I'm a liar look for the truth in me I can't deny all the half truths I've used to see If you're the right mix of my vices I just need to know Can you find me in this purple haze Am I worthy of your scarlet embrace I’ll undress my secrets next to yours I just have to know What love has in store I just have to know Can you find me Am I worthy I can lay my secrets next to yours If you'll find me in this purple haze If I'm worthy of your scarlet embrace I can lay my secrets next to yours Girl I just have to know What love has in store In this purple haze
2.
I won't move, close the windows to this empty room Lose sense of time and space, and I'll pretend I age As I choose I trace my scars, they tell the truest tales of who we are And I'll try to understand, that's while that’s who I am It’s not who I'll be Cause we're waves that take a shape, crash, and rearrange A thousand times a day And as the sunsets on the shore we're nothing less or more No matter how we change It's beautiful as we fall apart I pull the shades, no, the dark that hides here, can't escape As long as it's inside, I can still decide To "be not afraid" Can empty hands bear the weight of such an empty man So far from seventeen and just as incomplete As I am Cause we're waves that take a shape, crash, and rearrange A thousand times a day And as the sun rises again, it's harder to pretend I ever knew the way It's beautiful as I fall apart
3.
I could've spent my whole life waiting on the sunrise Eyes fixed on the Western horizon I've been drawn to the blood in the water, Led many a lamb to the slaughter All's fair in love and holy war I just never knew what to do When violence felt like mercy When blindness set me free When questions felt like weakness Oh, I've worshipped and left unclean But if I fight you no one wins Cause if I go down I'm taking you with me No more white washing my sins No more taking these secrets to my grave Because I will break before I bend the truth I grew up reading between the lines of absolute truth Procrustean suicide at best Bet my soul on Pascal's wager, ooo, I'm such a sucker for a savior Anything that can save me from myself Cause I still don't know what to do When lying feels like mercy When hiding feels like peace When affection runs on whiskey At least I chose my suffering But if you judge me no one wins Cause if I go down I'm taking you with me No more white washing our sins No more taking these secrets to our graves You will break before I bend, the truth God’s own son couldn’t escape our sins, who are we to try? He who was without sin dropped the stone and still got crucified Maybe the lesson is never question the firing line You don't need a God for a sacrificial lamb If I fight you no one wins Cause if I go down I'm taking you with me No more white washing my sins No more taking these secrets to my grave Because I will break before I bend the truth
4.
If this is a mistake, it's better than the last one I hear every sound you make and the silence after If memories can change, let's write another chapter No we can't erase, just find new distractions We've been who we've been We've been who we'll be The only surprises left to see are what you'll draw out of me We've lived and we've learned Forgot in between Wiping the set and setting clean, fading back into reality Nothing that feels this good could ever be wrong No words are coming to our rescue But we've fled the scene before I need what I want, wish I could want what I need And we could be baptized in our sleep, and shake off the nightmares with the dreams If we only live once, can double lives set us free? Can I miss you, and have you, can I steal you, God damn you Nothing that feels this good could be wrong Right?
5.
It’s new stories that you’ve known all along It’s saying volumes without speaking at all It’s a riddle with no answers It’s a song that keeps changing keys It’s five minutes stretching into a night Being sick together, contagious and bright Tomorrow's treasure is seeing today with new eyes And one less secret to hide If it helps to call me a stranger And hope that all we have is tonight Here's a song for forgetting But enjoying the ride We live and we learn, die a little inside Stir up the ashes and feel more alive It's hiding each other, it's a joke at a funeral A slate you never quite wipe clean When you don't know where you're going But you know stopping ain’t an option Here's a song for forgetting But enjoying the ride Here's toast to the last place I left my heart Raise a glass to the family I chose I make my home when and where I can Til friends feel like strangers Then I pack up again Here's a toast to the last place I left my heart If it helps to call me a stranger And hope that all we have is tonight Here's a song for forgetting But enjoying the ride

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Willfully Human was an idea born almost a decade ago that gradually grew into more. The album parallels an upcoming book that explores what it means to not just accept but embrace every part of ourselves as humans.

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released September 24, 2021

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Produced by The Last City with Bryan Fennelly and Lucas Reader
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Bryan Fennelly at Plaid Dog Recording

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Adrien and Lizbet Palmer, and Lucas Reader, combine acoustic guitar, violin, keys, and bass for a blend of folk, rock, and acoustic pop.

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